Take a deep breath and count 1,2,3

Would anyone like to explain to me how a 5 year old can be more mature than an almost 30 year old? maybe someone hit them with one of those body swapping machines and they each have the other's personality (yes I know wishful thinking). I guess I should take comfort from the fact that whoever Lukas chooses to have to spend his life with, will receive a lovely mannered person that can tidy up after themselves and doesn't act like a spoiled brat like my husband. I could quite happily smack his mother one for the way he is. If she hadn't let him be an egotistical ass for nearly 30 years I wouldn't have to put up with his crap. Maybe it would have helped if I explained why I am annoyed at him today. He spends every second that he is in the house picking fights with Lukas. For example this evening there was a meltdown on both sides over the PlayStation 2, they both wanted to play it (did I mention in this house we have 2 PS2? one is Mark's the other belongs to Conor) ever the peacemaker I remind them that we have enough for them both to play it. They still managed to have another argument over who got the "big" one. One is the original old style the other is the smaller, lighter new style. When they finally stopped rowing about that they moved onto the whinging, whining and moaning over Lukas's Nintendo DS, followed by a row over the television, followed by a row over the mess in Lukas's bedroom with Mark taking on the role of a dictator ordering Lukas to "put everything away where it belongs" bloody hypocrite he never ever puts anything where it belongs. I can't stand his do as I say not as I do attitude. *sigh* answers on a postcard why I married him and/or why I put up with his crap?

Bank holidays are never good!

Either it pours down with rain, is too hot to do anything or something like today happens you know the phrase "it never rains, it pours"? Well that definately applies today. I got up this morning to chaos, I heard a thump followed by screaming kid, obviously I went flying down expecting to see Lukas had fallen down the stairs or something. What I wasn't expecting to see was Nan sprawled on the floor and Lisa shouting, Gary standing around looking useless and Lukas screaming his head off. From what I can gather Nan stepped back onto Lukas's toes when she came in, then tried to step off went over on her foot and ended up on the floor. Lisa and Gary eventually got the sense to pull her up off the floor. A trip to the hospital occured where Nan had the rings cut from her fingers and was told she has broken her wrist. She has a temporary cast and a follow up appointment tomorrow for a real cast to be fitted. Mark has broken a USB port on my computer (just don't ask). I am ill again, I know I am ill all the time but this is different. *Sigh* I wonder when we will ever catch a break and have a normal week around here with no bad news.

So yesterday

I decided that since I wasn't feeling well enough to go out somewhere, I spent the whole day throwing myself into scrapping. I scrapped a total of 3 layouts (1 in the previous post plus 2 more), and they all took hours lol. I cried a bit, and was miserable. Lukas was sad but not really sure why he was sad if that makes sense. He always picks up on my emotions. Mark, well he was his usual could care less self. He didn't seem bothered about anything. Anyway I have decided that today I am trying to be happy. So first up I am going to share yesterdays layouts.

Credits: Layered template by Kissed Studio and Birthday POP! by Royanna Lea Fritschmann. Font is DJB LORRAINE1 by Darcy Baldwin.

Credits: Layered template by Kissed Studio and He Loves Me Knot and Madly in Love (recoloured) by Royanna Lea Fritschmann.
I'll be back later with some more layouts hopefully my final 2 ADSR ones.

For Leo

Credits: Layered template by Kissed Studio and Angel Sweet (recoloured) by Royanna Lea Fritschmann. Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Lift Light, Chipboard Light, Fancy Ribbon Light and Cardstock Light. Font is Pea Beth R.

Happy Birthday Leo

This time three years ago I was throwing my guts up, and in a lot of pain. I spent the whole night sat up with diarrhoea, vomiting and bad pain in my stomach. I had been to the hospital the day before and they thought I had a virus because my temperature was up, my blood pressure was high etc. I had a crappy pregnancy with Leo, my water went early, he was small and so much more that is foggy to me now. When I was feeling so ill I never for one second thought I would be seeing Leo the next day. I had a hospital appointment scheduled for 12 something by that time I was already in the hospital and my little man was in scbu lol. I hate Birthdays, especially Leo's because they just seem to drive home how quickly time has passed. Sometimes I feel like I am on some warped fairground ride that spins you around and then you get off and it's three years later. The pain of losing him still seems as fresh as the day it happened. I can't help but wonder what he would have been doing now if he were still here. I think about how I would be doing something like a daytrip somewhere to celebrate him turning 3 years old. Instead I have to drag somewhere to try and avoid letting Lukas see how much I am hurting. Then come home and wait until he's asleep before I either scrap and cry my eyes out or ignore the scrapping and just cry. I miss him so much I just wish there was something I could do so the pain wasn't so raw still.

ADSR Challenges 7,8 and 9

Created for the 7th ADSR Challenge - Create the base of a layout, background paper and 10 photos, then swap with your partner to embellish.
Credits: Fresh Clean Linens Collection, Digiscrap Tabs and Piled High with attitude (frames removed) by Christina Renee,Frame by Jennifer Adams Donnely, Keeping this memory alive label from Designer Digitals, Summer Picnic Alpha by Retrodiva, Judy Blue beads by Barb Derksen and Family Ties by Michelle Swadling. Thanks Amy xx

Enabling: Fresh Clean Linens Collection, Digiscrap Tabs and Piled high with attitude by Christina Renee available here, here and here
Summer Picnic by Retrodiva available in the Digital Freebies Archives
Keeping this memory alive label available here
Frame by Jennifer Adams Donnely no idea sorry
Judy Blue Beads by Barb Derksen available here (May 3rd entry)
Family Ties by Michelle Swadling no idea sorry
Created for the 8th ADSR Layout - Girl talk. Credits: Layered template by Kissed Studio, Funky Cream Pie, Watercolour Brushes and Distressed Alpha Brushes by Christine Smith, Vintage Blocks Brushes Best Friends Forever by Katie Pertiet, Million little things wordart by Audrey Neal. Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Paper Light, Paint Light, Ribbon Light, Flower Light and Alpha Light. Font is SM Angi's Hand by Traci Reed.

Enabling: Layered template by Kissed Studio I can't seem to find it right now.
Funky Cream Pie, Watercolor Brushes and Distressed Alpha Brushes by Christine Smith available here,here and here
Vintage Blocks Brushes by Katie Pertiet available here,
Wordart by Audrey Neal available here,
Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Paper Light, Paint Light, Ribbon Light, Flower Light and Alpha Light
Created for the 9th ADSR Challenge - Journal about your most embarassing memory, include photo, tag, ribbon, 2 fonts. I had a great idea for this challenge but couldn't find the photos so I went with this one. I spent about a month explaining how I came to have that huge bruise on my arm. Credits: Layered template 1 by Mrs Wresh and Funkalicious Diva by Royanna Lea Fritschmann. Fonts are JPaige_TonyPrint by Jeanelle Paige,Love ya like a sister by Kimberly Geswein and Hallway Graffiti by Meredith Fenwick.

Enabling: Funkalicious Diva by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here,
Layered template by Mrs Wresh available here,
JPaige_TonyPrint by Jeanelle Paige available here,
Love ya like a sister by Kimberly Geswein available here
Hallway Graffiti by Meredith Fenwick available here.

Time for a very brief post

and that's it because I need to get to bed before 3am for a change lol. Great now I can't remember what I was going to blog about lol. I have some news, and some layouts to share and some shopping but I am really tired so that will have to wait until tomorrow. I promise I will be back tomorrow.

ADSR Layouts

I honestly thought I had shared these

but oh well, you can see the CT assignment I have just finished as well. I made one and I was really proud of it and then I accidentally closed it, no it wasn't saved *sigh* so I started another one and it's not bad I do like it, but I liked the other one better.

First up this month's desktop

Credits: Desktop Cheat Sheets by Victoria Feemster and Occasions by Shabby Princess.
Enabling: Desktop Cheat Sheets are no longer available,
Occasions by Shabby Princess is available here

Credits: Layered template by Janet Phillips (The Fat Pack template 19) and Bohemian Collage by Retrodiva.
Enabling: Layered template by Janet Phillips available here
Bohemian Collage by Retrodiva available hereCredits: Tour d' eiffel (recoloured) and Take Measure by Royanna Lea Fritschman and Playing with paper 6 template 1 by Janet Phillips. Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Chipboard Dark and Flower Dark. Atomic Cupcake's Smooth Inked Edge and Font is Pea Nancy. Enabling: Tour d'Eiffel and Take Measure by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here and here Layered template by Janet Phillips available here Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Chipboard Dark and Flower Dark

Credits: Spring Fling by Royanna Lea Fritschmann and Fun and Fresh layered template 3 by Janet Phillips. Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Light Stitching Light, Chipboard Light and Chipboard Dark.Font is DJB PAMB by Darcy Baldwin. Enabling:Spring Fling by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here Layered template by Janet Phillips doesn't appear to be in the store. Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Light Stitching Light, Chipboard Light and Chipboard Dark

Credits: Pirate Boy by Royanna Lea Fritschmann (some recolouring). Enabling: Pirate Boy by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available hereCredits: Layered template by Pippi and Beary Sweet by Royanna Lea Fritschmann (slight recolouring). Felt action by Atomic Cupcake, Crochet it action by Laurie Whitney P and Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Paper Light, Brad Light, Button Light, Felt Light, Light Stitch Light and Clear Light. Font is Patient Paige by Kimberly Geswein. Journalling reads: We bought this dog for Leo, when he died he gave it to you to protect you and let you know he is always with you. Enabling: Beary Sweet by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here Layered template by Pippi available here Crochet it action by Laurie Whitney Pawlowski available here Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Paper Light, Brad Light, Button Light, Felt Light, Light Stitch Light and Clear Light. Font is Patient Paige by Kimberly Geswein available here.

Credits: True by Royanna Lea Fritschmann and I can't remember what template I used oops. I will search through and find out and then update here. Enabling: True by Royanna Lea Fritschmann is available hereCredits: Simply Gorgeous by Royanna Lea Fritschmann and Layered template by Laura Carlson.Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Paper Light and Cardstock Light. Fonts are Taylor_Mackenzie and Rage Italic LET. Journalling reads: These beautiful fibre optic flowers,were a gift to Nan from Heather.For no reason other than she saw them and thought Nan would like them to add to her huge collection of lights. Enabling: Simply Gorgeous by Royanna Lea Fritschmann is available here Layered template by Laura Carlson is available here Traci Murphy Dropshadows - Chipboard Light, Paper Light and Cardstock Light

It's been quite a week

After the bombshell about Mark's mum cancer spreading again, we got some more bad news my great grandad (Nan's ex husband) has cancer of the throat. He came to my wedding in January and that was the first time I had seen him since my mum's wedding (4 years ago on the 9th) and I was shocked at how ill he looked then. I used to be really close to him, he used to come and visit at least once a week. But when my mum had a row with him the visits stopped. She invited him to her wedding, but didn't really expect him to come. Nan speaks to him all the time, it's sad really because he has wasted his whole life, he threw away his wife, his family for booze. He has always been an alcoholic, the treatments they want to give him are going to be painful and hard to endure. I much as I hate to say this, I wonder why they are bothering. He has no life, he gets up, he goes to the pub, drinks all day, comes home makes himself something to eat of he remembers goes to bed by 6/7pm every night and then repeats over and over again. But whatever I may think about him it still makes me sad. I don't want him or anyone else including my mother to suffer, it just goes against my nature. This week has also been Karl's birthday if you don't read this very often he's my stepdad, I used to be proud to call him dad but obviously all that ended with the fight before the wedding. It's also Aidan's birthday and My mum's wedding anniversary. I missed seeing my little brother turn 6 all because of a stupid fight my mum caused over nothing, would it really have been that hard to be civil for one day or just ignore my dad. Honestly the way my mum carries on you would think my dad used to batter her. I know exactly what they used to be like because they lived with Nan. She likes my dad and is the first one to admit they were as bad as each other.Any violence that occured was usually started by my mum. I miss my brothers and sisters, nearly all of them have birthdays in August, the only ones who don't are Gavin and Darren (April), Keisha (March) and Daniel (October). I am sad that there will be another one soon that I will probably never see. I'm definately a family orientated kind of person, i'm lonely without them.The computer's playing up again. I need a new keyboard and mouse. I bought a new keyboard today but it's more crappy than this one so back it goes, I also bought a graphics tablet, but I can't hold the pen because of my hands it hurt worse than the mouse so that's got to be returned as well. It just seems never ending I am really fed up and miserable with life at the moment. I'm not even inspired to scrap layouts, I start I get frustrated and then I either save as a work in progress or just chuck it. I have an ADSR layout to do, CT assignments, and so much other stuff but I don't have the inspiration or motivation.

I'll take one large helping of guilt, with a side order of confusion please

We got a call earlier today, Mark's mum is in hospital again. I felt nothing except anger because Mark's dad said it was for headaches. She's been admitted before because of headaches caused by dehydration the doctors told her to make sure she drinks lots with her cancer medications. Anyway fast forward a little to the huge fight I had with Mark, including the words - it's her own fault she should do as the doctor tells her. When Mark called to check they hadn't moved her to another ward or anything before he went all the way to the hospital we were given an update, her cancer's spread. She has it in her brain now as well as her bones, her liver, her kidneys and her breasts. I'm lost for words part of me wants to shout and be angry, but i'm not sure who I am angry at, her for not going back to the doctors when she felt the new lump, and many other things or the world in general for giving her cancer. There was a time when I would have cried my eyes out about this, but apart from anger and resentment I feel nothing. The only feeling I have is like someone has sucked out every emotion except fury. I'm confusing myself with this post, life may be able to throw what it likes at me and not break me but it can sure as heck baffle me. I miss the emotions I used to have, I want to feel sad, I want to feel something. I need to find a way to get rid of the resentment I have but I don't know how. I might be back later.

Bored of blogging

As you can see I have spent ages writing the last post and I am fed up of typing, my hands hurt and I am tired. So I will do that update post tomorrow. I am slowly getting through my list of things to do. We are supposed to be babysitting Josh tomorrow afternoon, hopefully we can take lots of photos.

The mega enabling post

Because I haven't gotten around to coming back and doing it before this could be a huge post.
Ella and Conor (from this post)
Layered template by Eva Bittig available here,
Exquisite Grace by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here

Pony Trekking (from this post)
From My Gallery Layered Template 1-1 by Janet Phillips doesn't appear to be in the store
Firecracker by Faith True available doesn't appear to be in the store
Duct Tape Stars by Ashley Olson available here,
Discover Stars 2 by Trish Jones available here,
Painted Doodle Stars and Artsy Fartsy Papers 1 by Lisa Whitney available here and here, Glitter Garden Paper Pack by Jill D-Zines available here and Glitter Garden Addon by Jill D-Zines available in The Digital Freebies Archives (you can purchase membership to that here)
Epoxy Star Border Blue by Jenn Patrick available here,
Knock Kneed Alpha Brushes by Jenna Robertson available here
Stamp It Alpha Brushes by Two Sisters Designs available here.

Love my Troll (from this post)
Layered Template by Eva Kipler was a monthly challenge prop.
12 Days of Christmas by Tina Williams featured on this CD here
A Beautiful Mess and Painted Doodles Hearts by Lisa Whitney available here and here.

Face Painting (from this post)
Sidewalk Chalk by Sherri Tierney available here,
Chalked Edges Paper by Sue Cummings (Recoloured) from 52 Inspirations available here,
Beauty Mark Volume 2 by Two Sisters Designs available here,
Rectangle quickies layered template by Mish Gasser available here.

Flower (from this post)
Layered Template by Kim Johnson was a challenge prop
52 weeks of inspirations by Sue Cummings, Vicki Stegall and Lauren Reid available here.

Once around the grass (from this post)
Photo Collages 2 Layered Template and Love,Mom by Traci Reed available here and here, Staple by Royanna Lea Fritschmann (there's one in nearly every kit!)
Grunge Alpha by Carla Gibson available here.

Tired out (from this post)
In My Studio: Reckless by Traci Reed available here
Layered Template by Rina Kroes was a challenge prop

Remember this moment (from this post)
52 Weeks of Inspiration week 22 by Vicki Stegall available here
Euphoria by Gina Miller, Meredith Fenwick and Jan Crowley retired
Layered Template 4 by Colleen Brady (Adapted) available here

Loving you is easy (from this post)
Dream Solids Papers Bold, Dream Solids Papers Bright, Glitter Frames, Tied Ribbon Wrappers Satin, Dream Elements, Paper Sack Bits, Urban Love, Lil' Fan Fair Elements, CT Challenge Kit, Worn Label Tape Wordart Black and Digiscrap Tabs all by Christina Renee and all available here
Playing with paper 2 layered template 1 by Janet Phillips available here

Looking up 2 Daddy (from this post)
Rust-Ease, Stapled Borders (12x12 rusty circle), Funky Watercolours, Scratched Solids, Dream Solids Brights, Hand Stamped Stencil Alpha Brushes and Paper Sack Bits all by Christina Renee and all available here
July Sampler Layered template by Ashley Olson retired

We are Family (from this post)
Little Darlin' Collaboration by Jessica Bolton and Krista Mettler available in 2 parts here and here
Cheaters Template 7 by Jennifer Layden (Jennilyn Designs) was a challenge prop

Daddy's boy (from this post)
Urban Love, Stapled Borders (12x12 Circle Rusty), Bold Grunge Solids, Dream Elements, GetRDone Stitching, French Countryside collaboration with Shabby Princess, Digiscrap Tabs, Itty Bitty Ribbons and Funk That Spring FPD Collaboration all by Christina Renee and all available here

Baby Ella (from this post)
Eclectic Sass by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available in 4 Parts here, here, here and here
Layered template 16 by Andrea Gold cant find it in the store

Bunny (from this post)
Eggletts, French Countryside, Gotta Luv Him, Shabby Stitches ZigZag Circles, Paper Sack Bits, Dream Elements, Lil' Fan Fair, Ribbon Wraps, Stapled Borders (4x4 Rusty Circle), Vintage Blooms, Tied Ribbon Wrappers Satin, Hand Stamped Stencil Alpha and Dream Solids Pastels all by Christina Renee and all available here

Perfect (from this post)
Really Funky Watercolours, Dream Elements, Ribbon Tabs Gingham, GetRDone Stitches, Shabby Flowers, Vintage Blooms, Urban Buds, Old News Alpha Brushes and CT Challenge kit (Black worn tape numbers) all by Christina Renee and all available here

Goofy memories (from this post)
Provided template by Natalie Bird (Natalie3son) available here
Dream Solids Bold, Dream Solids Bright, Dream Elements, Tied Ribbon Wrappers Satin, GetRDone Stitches, French Countryside, CT Challenge Kit and DigiScrap Tabs all by Christina Renee and all available here

Nobody's Perfect (from this post)
Simple Pleasures by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available in 3 parts here, here and here
Layered Template by Traci Reed (Rectangles 2 Template 6) available here

Best Friends Forever (from this post)
Cheater Template 8B by Jennifer Layden (Jennilyn Designs) was a challenge prop
Funky Watercolours, Dream Solids Bright, Dream Solids Pastel, French Countryside and Dream Elements all by Christina Renee and all available here
Colour Fade Photo Action by Lauren Barden available here

London (from this post)
Layered template by Jennifer Schmitt (Collection 1 set 3 template 4 rotated by me) available here
Bookplate Alpha, Book Plates Square, Digiscrap Wraps, Lil' Fan Fair Elements and French Countryside collaboration with Shabby Princess all by Christina Renee and all available here.

Ella and Lukas (from this post)
Layered template by Jen Caputo now retired,
Duct Tape Stars by Ashley Olson available here,
Christmas Doodles by Christina Bartolomew doesn't appear to be in the store,
Christmas Doodles by Nightwolf Designs available here,
French Countryside, Glitter Frames, Scatched Solids, Shabby Tags, Tied Ribbon Wrappers Ribbed, Urban Buds and Dream Solids Brights all by Christina Renee and all available here.

Measure up (from this post)
Large Photo Phenoms Layered Templates template 4 by Maria LaFrance available here,
Take Measure by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here
Sparkler 'N' Pop by Digital Reality Bytes (Royanna Lea Fritschmann and Princess LaLa - Laura White) available here

Feeding the birds (from this post)
Layered template by Theres was a challenge prop
52 Weeks of Inspiration by Sue Cummings and Lauren Reid available here,

1st Year (from this post)
Layered template by Eva Kipler was a monthly challenge prop,
Is for labels and Get It Started by Meredith Fenwick available here and here
Utopia, 5th Avenue Papers, Ribbon Corners and Swirly Twirly Ribbons all by Shandy Vogt and all available here

Leo (from this post)
Ribbon and Frame from Precious Angel Memories Blue by Kim Brodelet available here

G is for goals (from this post)
Layered template by Janet Phillips doesn't appear to be in the store,
Rust-Ease, Gotta Luv Him, Lil' Fan Fair, Ziggety Mess Lines, Wildflowers, Ribbon Wraps Large, French Countryside collaboration with Shabby Princess, Fresh Clean Linens Greens, June Collaboration Funky Playground Designs, Rustic Plaids, CT Challenge kit, Graffiti Alpha Worn Brushes, Hand Stamped Alpha brushes and Shabby Stitches ZigZag all by Christina Renee and all available here

Happy Birthday (from this post)
Layered template 3b by unknown artist so no idea where it came from sorry.
Number 5 template by An Van Laer Annetje77 available here
My Funky 4th (Funky Playground Collaboration) Background by Traci Murphy available here
April Frame Freebie by Jan Hosford I can't remember where I picked that up I have had it ages
Birthday by Tamela Mckean available here,
She Said, He Said by Amy Bleser available here,
Mr Man by Grace Bennett available here ,
Love for a stranger hearts by Rachel Young available here (freebie section left hand side),
Glitter Blobs by Heather Green Scrappy Pony available here (freebie section right hand side),
Celebration by Taran Conyers available here,
My Quiet Boy by Faith True (recoloured) available here,
Glitter Paint Splats by Christina Renee available here,
A little wrinkled 2 by Amanda Heimann available here,
Denim by Lynnie Smith available here,
Autumn Freestyle by Sara AMarie available here doesn't appear to be in the store,
Chic Geek by Maya now retired,
June Grab Bag by Cyndi Wetmiller Wetfish Designs doesn't appear to be in the store,
It's all fun and frames 2 by Shannon Lee Designs available here,
Glitter Negatives by Laura Skathi doesn't appear to be in the store,
Corner Art by Jessica Gorny available here,
Forgotten Cove by Eva Kipler now retired,
I've gotta be me elements by Krista Mettler now retired,
Cute as a button by Corina Nielsen available here,
Boyz Addon by Amy Watson available here (May 11th 2007 post),
Birthday Grab Bag by Shabby Princess available here,
Glitter Notes by Kari Q no longer available.

Lessons (from this post)
July Sampler Layered template by Ashley Olson now retired,
Le Femme by Royanna Lea Fritschmann available here.

Other items that may have been used (see individual layouts for full details):
Traci Murphy Dropshadow actions available here
Atomic Cupcake Actions available via Cupcake Club here

ADSR Challenges 5 and 6

Created for the 5th ADSR Challenge - Journal about something you have learnt.
Credits: July Sampler Layered template by Ashley Olson and Le Femme by Royanna Lea Fritschmann. Font is KGD Lori by Kimberly Geswein.
Journalling reads: How can it be possible to learn the most important lessons in life from the two people that haven’t experienced much of it? They taught me to feel extreme emotions, ranging from the gut wrenching ache of loss to the feeling of loving someone with all your heart and soul.They have showed me what it feels like to laugh until youcry and cry until the tears run dry. Because of them I have learnt that whenever I believe life can’t get any worse, it can and frequently does. But most importantly I have learnt that however bad life gets it will always get better. After everything I have been through with them I know now that there is nothing life can throw at me that can break me. I have the strength to endure whatever life dishes out and remain standing. Life’s not perfect and neither am I but that’s ok. You learn something from every experience, good and bad. It’s the lessons you learn that help you be the best person you can be. The most important lesson my babies have taught me is Life’s too short you have to seize every moment and make it count.

Created for the 6th ADSR Challenge - Roadblock, only one member is to create a layout using 15 elements minimum, cannot use any designer more than twice.Layered template 3b by unknown artist,Number 5 template by An Van Laer Annetje77,My Funky 4th (Funky Playground Collaboration) Background by Traci Murphy,April Frame Freebie by Jan Hosford, Birthday by Tamela Mckean,She Said, He Said by Amy Bleser,Mr Man by Grace Bennett,Love for a stranger hearts by Rachel Young,Glitter Blobs by Heather Green Scrappy Pony, Celebration by Taran Conyers,My Quiet Boy by Faith True (recoloured),Glitter Paint Splats by Christina Renee,A little wrinkled 2 by Amanda Heimann, Denim by Lynnie Smith, Autumn Freestyle by Sara AMarie, Chic Geek by Maya, June Grab Bag by Cyndi Wetmiller Wetfish Designs, It's all fun and frames by Shannon Lee Designs, Glitter Negatives by Laura Skathi, Corner Art by Jessica Gorny,Forgotten Cove by Eva Kipler,I've gotta be me elements by Krista Mettler,Cute as a button by Corina Nielsen,Boyz Addon by Amy Watson,Birthday Grab Bag by Shabby Princess, Glitter Notes by Kari Q,Font is KGD Lori by Kimberly Geswein.

I know, I know

I promised you a nice long blog post but I honestly haven't had the time or energy to write one.
I have had CT Assignments and ADSR layouts to do. I do have lots to tell you and I promise I will try my very best to make time to write you a long post tomorrow.

Bad blogger is back and she's deserting you again

because she just doesn't have the energy to tell you about Lukas's 5th Birthday. Come back tomorrow and I promise I will make time to update you on everything that's been going on, I may have some layouts to share and maybe even some pictures too.