Things always look brighter in the morning

and do you know why that is? Because they look 1000 times worse when you are awake all night. The dark and quiet means you have more time to do dangerous things like think. When you can't sleep your head gets filled with all the frustrations that during the day you manage to ignore. But it gets better when you are sat up feeling ill, too hot to think straight watching late night tv, thats when a silly program where a woman has a baby girl and decides she doesn't want it drives you to tears and you wake up the man you love to hold you and make it feel better. When you look at the little boy asleep beside you and realise holy crap he used to be a baby and now he fills the bed and tomorrow is the last time you have with him before he goes back to school on Monday. Ok so I think thats enough from this pre-mestrual crazy woman I am going back to my late night TV and being wide awake