All I Want For Christmas

All I Want For Christmas, a photo by Lukasmummy on Flickr.

Credits: Layered template (December Humpty Dumpty Challenge) by Memory Clips by Ramona, CU Stitching Action by Mommyish Designs, CU Sheers Ribbon by Chelle's Creations, Layered Titles Christmas Set 1 by Cindy Schneider and Snowball Fight by Jen C Designs. Fonts are Honey Script and DJB I Feel Pretty by Darcy Baldwin.
Journalling reads: I have always hated to have my photograph taken when you add in the fact that I really don’t like giving the camera to other people because I am worried that they won’t get all the shots that I want. So we ended up with a lots of photographs from trips and things we did with the kids, where it doesn’t even look like I was there with them because I was always the one behind the camera taking the photos. After Leo died it made me really sad to see how few photographs there were of me with him. That’s when I decided that something had to change. I wanted my kids to know who Mummy was. They won’t care how fat or ugly I look in photographs they will just like to see that I was there with them having fun. Letting go of some of my perfectionism over photos is never going to be easy but I am trying.